Below is a short selection of a recent email from my neighbor, Tom. He has been acting extremely strange for the last couple of months. What I noticed over years of visiting him often (his insistence) was that he always liked to talk about ‘what a great guy he is’, over and over and over.

For the first couple of years, he was extremely clingy and patronized me, then as time went on, his attitude changed to demanding and selfish…so I started resisting him, especially by standing up to the lies he repeated to me, ‘facts’ he got from watching TV. The latest lie I had to swat down from him was when he said, “The government really didn’t shut down people’s small businesses during COVID”. I know he heard that on the TV because I heard it there too. The difference is that I know it’s a flat-out lie, and many middle-class businesses got closed down. Some for over a whole year, and many with fines above $100,000 too. In fact, the TV was reporting that this was happening, and they were happy that it was because we had to ‘stop the spread’ at the time. Lied about it from the beginning and all the way until even today, IMO. All the data seemed made up. NY was one of the ‘hardest hit’ and they never used the Mercy Navy medical ship or the medical tents that were set up. Not at all. Well wait, I think I read, literally one person used the tent. So there’s that. Then the hospitals were not overflowing as we were told, not at all. Almost the entire time, the numbers of patients in the hospital were at some of the lowest levels ever. All the major media channels worked in tandem to create a ‘perception’. I remember one day, the TV media channels talked about a particular hospital being packed and in danger of overflowing – national news. Turns out, if you went on the internet to look it up, you’d see regular honest citizens like me and you posting freshly taken images of that hospital parking lot and building. It was like a ghost town. Almost empty. The opposite of what they were saying! No one wanted to go to the hospital because they were afraid of COVID, their new boogie man.

The shutting down of businesses seemed stupid and unnecessary in hindsight. And especially so as some cities still had businesses closed for over 1 year to ‘fight the pandemic’. So what did the TV do? Gas-light. They literally said none of it happened – that businesses didn’t get shut down. Just blatantly, to your face…and guess what? It’s EFFECTIVE: people like Tom *recently tried* telling me that “no one shut down small businesses for the pandemic”, just like a good boy, parroting the media’s new lie. Ridcilious that I even need to say it – YES they did. Search the internet! I was there and WATCHED you cheer as the governments shut the businesses down to ‘stop the spread’. You were ALL for it. It’s perfect for you, as you just sit home, collect free money and social security check, stuff your face with Walmart food, and push propaganda for big pharma, big grocery, and big government like a good communist pig. Now of course, since they need to ‘FIX THE MARK’ they’re instructing viewers to tell their friends that the ‘lockdowns and forced closures NEVER happened’…Yea, no, sorry I’m not an idiot. I know what I saw. Just because you’re stupid, doesn’t mean I am. Take your communist gas-lighting propaganda, and your state-sponsored lies, and fuck right off into your hole.

He rarely ever read any article I sent him. And he almost never emailed me any comments about the things I sent him. But you wouldn’t believe the way he acted if he sent me something. Like night and day, comparing the time I took to look at his stuff compared to what he did for me. If he ever sent me anything, he would ask me multiple times if I read it, what I read, and he would ask me like 3 times, I’m not kidding. He really needed to know that I read what he sent. It was constant, him nagging me to tell him the same thing over and over, like an annoying pet animal. But when it came to when I wrote him long emails about the news or anything I wanted to talk about he never had anything to say about it. Barely wrote if that was the case, and never spoke much, if I was over at his house and it came up. He would avoid the things I wanted to talk about like the plague, but acted as if I didn’t read every single word of every single thing he ever sent, that I didn’t care about him, and he’d get all pissy. You could see it on his face. He’d sit there and pound on his keyboard, getting his comments removed from YouTube all night. What is it they say about doing the same thing and expecting different results? Everyone I know told him he can’t write swearwords on YouTube comments and he keeps doing and then complains all the time, I mean every day, sometimes more than once, about his comment being deleted. And he also comments with 4 accounts and even uses his accounts to reply to himself on other people’s videos, so it looks like someone else likes and agrees with him, lol!

I’ve been trying to distance myself from him, as he began showing his true self: a man lost in his own delusions, embracing his own lies. I’ve been warning him that I need time by myself at home, on my computer, and doing productive things for myself for a change. That hasn’t gone over well! I sensed that he was changing, and not for the better. By me, his integrity was already questionable all along.

When I started challenging some of the things he said with what I saw, he turned extremely aggressive (unsurprisingly). I needed to challenge his worldview and his self-reflections because I found them to be suggestive of him wanting total control over me, my things, my money, who I talk to, what I do…you get the drift. I’ve had to push back against his rude and controlling behavior. As soon as I let him know that I make my own decisions, and he won’t be controlling me, things snapped. The last few days have been one big argument. I tried being his friend for a couple of years now, and if I learned one thing, it’s: BEWARE of people who, early in a relationship, constantly tell you what kind of person they are/aren’t. If they’re anything like Tom, when their true colors start to come out (and they will, depending on their motives and the surrounding circumstances, it could take months or years before they give up on faking and start gas-lighting you), you should expect they will be exactly the opposite of everything they’ve been telling you. Read my observations below.

This page is for documenting people whose only ‘mental problem’ is being evil. I was spurred to write it over a situation with, my neighbor, Thomas A. Deluca. He has been trying to take advantage of me for some time, and recently he has gotten worse with it; after a couple of years, he became bolder, more demanding, and more imposing. The more I gave him, the more demanding he became for more. I had to sever our ‘friendship because he was constantly saying and doing things that upset me.

Did you read the snippet at the top of the page? That’s the final portion of an email he recently sent me. Yes, he called me a “bastard”. Funny, out of all the bad names, he chose this one for me. It’s ironic because he actually is a bastard himself. He doesn’t know his real father…what he’s doing, it’s called projecting. He can’t pin anything on me, so he projects himself on me. All he can think of is himself. He knows someone calling him a bastard would hurt him, so he used the insult on me. It’s that simple. However, I wouldn’t call someone a bastard as an insult, even if it were true (In Tom’s case, it’s true). I don’t believe in holding things people can’t help against them, even as an insult.

He was obsessed with me, just about from the beginning of our meeting. I had only a little money and a lot of physical pain. I needed someone, anyone nearby (within short walking distance) as a friend. I live in a sparsely populated area, and I knew no one nearby that I could count on in case of any problem, emergency, etc. Making friends is extremely difficult when you have little-no money, no job, and in so much pain that most of the time, you are spent curled up on a recliner/couch/bed, hunched over, or trying to stretch out in pain all day.

Thomas A. Deluca fraudulently collects Social Security Disability by feigning mental illness. He confided to me, that he, “lied and tricked them, pretending to be the apostle Thomas.”

He bragged to me that the man doing the evaluation told his wife at the time, Dixie, “You have one sick puppy on your hands.”

He told me this because he was trying to convince me to ‘lie’ about having a mental illness in order to get my own Social Security Disability. Please know, I am physically disabled, but do not receive any benefits myself. He told me I could be paraplegic and still not receive it. I understand where he’s coming from. And I’m sure it’s true in some cases. But, that’s not how debilitating pain works to be real; however, I do imagine most people believe there is a correlation between those disabilities (missing limbs and pain) because most people are idiots.

He really was getting mad at me because I wouldn’t agree with him that I would lie to get help. He insisted he knew the system inside and out, and that mental disability is the only way I will get anything, especially at my age. But you know what? He can suck a dick because I won’t lie like that. He really tried to bring me over to the ‘dark side’ of things all the time. This lie seems innocent, just gaming the system, right? The ‘judges’ making the decisions are inept and biased. I could go on a long rant about how stupid they are with examples of what reasons they give in order to deny claims.

Really quick, just one rant about me trying to get Social Security: The first time I was denied, the government ‘judge’ gave 3 reasons why. One of his reasons was literally “Your dad’s not a doctor”. To understand, you need to know that they require 3 letters from friends, families, co-workers, just people that know you, to vouch! One of the letters I gave was from my dad. In fact, he’s the only one that really knows me well, because I sit at home all day with him. “My dad’s not a doctor” (so I won’t be getting social security. It is my opinion that determination was not made with objective reasoning, but for a reason, I was a Proletariat to him. Himself, he is up there with the doctor, whose opinions on matters of pain mean something. So while they REQUIRE 3 letters be notarized and sent, they expect that your family is affluent. No doctors? You’re not in the ‘club’ – Denied, pleb. And, BTW, I did have doctors, and my medical records were provided. My dad’s letter was the only mention of my dad, as far as I can remember. What I think happened, is the judge felt intellectually threatened by the powerful letter I had my dad send them. He read it, and what he actually saw in his pea-brain was ‘extremely well-written support for disability.

Really, that’s what I think, and I’m pretty sure I’m on target with it. What’s interesting, is with the denial comes a letter of ‘jobs they think you can do’. On the list was ‘cleaning rooms’. Like hotel rooms…The whole system is fucked if this is even an option. Room cleaning is one of the most physically intensive jobs I could possibly get! If someone is really in any kind of pain all over, and particularly a person’s back, ROOM CLEANING is one of the LAST ‘jobs’ they want to do… Of course, he picked that job to be derogatory. My previous jobs were much more prestigious than room cleaning. And less physically demanding. Now, I am unable to do those jobs. I wouldn’t make it a full day cleaning rooms. Idiots run our country, affirmative action hires.

People are extremely threatened by intelligence. You’ll often be mistreated, especially because SO many people nowadays are narcissists. People will do anything in order to feel good about themselves. Most people, especially men, value their intelligence more than anything. They don’t give a damn about yours. No matter what, they’re going to consider themselves smarter and more righteous than you. All these narcissists running around need to convince themselves that they are the best. They will lie, cheat, and, slander any person that might cause their ego to burst. Anything they deem could be a threat to the perception of their own intelligence is subdued. Being smart gets you treated like absolute shit by most people, the dull ones. Other smart people show happiness and relief when another smart person shows up. The dull narcissists, on the other hand, start planning how they might ‘bring down’ (and, in the process of that, also elevate themselves) any smart person. It doesn’t take much for any person (smart or dumb) to ‘sense’ the intelligence of another: it happens more naturally and fluidly than we expect, and a lot of it happens somewhat subconsciously… narcissists are everywhere, and more are being created every day, faster and faster.

My neighbor Tom recently became upset with me because I won’t be his fall guy. He has chronically lied to me throughout our friendship and spoke much about ‘what kind of person’ he was. He told me what he was, what he wasn’t, and what kind of things he ‘hated’. Turns out, he’s exactly not what he spent all his time insisting that he was. He lives his life lying about himself, to himself, and to anyone he meets. Of course, he lies about other people too. I fully expect him and his ‘wife’ (not really married – they’ve just been living together for a long time) to lie to everyone they know about me.

Fraud upsets me, and I will mention, that while his girlfriend, Cindy Manse, also collects Social Security Disability (For physical reasons), she also earns money with a side job. Her disability allows her to earn over $1000 each month. Funny how people are supposedly so disabled that they can’t ‘perform a job’, yet they are allowed to somehow work to earn $1k+ per month while on disability and food stamps too!? It would be SO easy for me to live on $10k a year and nothing else. Sure I would be sleeping in a shed, but I would be surviving nicely. That sounds ludicrous maybe, but I am serious: $10k a year while not having to drive to a job and receiving plenty of food is a lot of money! (I’ve personally eaten nothing but potatoes for a year straight because I can’t work. And here these people are collecting their free disability money and other benefits, yet working enough to earn $1000 a month on top of it! Then beg me for stuff (you’ll read below), and when they don’t get everything they want, they’re the type to call you a ‘freeloader’. These people are gas-lighting. They learned it from the media. It’s an evil mind trick that they fell in love with. They eat it up while they watch their TV media. Lying has been normalized, even the laws for media had been changed under Obama, he made it legal for the news to tell you lies. And that’s what they do. What a shame, our society facilitates, nurtures, and promotes their entitlement, and all they do is sit around and talk about how everyone else is lazy. All of their insults are not honest, their insults are reflections of themselves because that’s exactly how they escape from themselves – acting as if their problems are not their problems, but someone else’s.

The government and media (one-in-the-same) tell you things that are almost exactly the opposite of true, IE: projecting! They project themselves onto you! It doesn’t even have to be remotely true. They won’t let you argue, and as soon as they realize you’re making a little sense, and you’ve busted them, they become embarrassed. Depending on the type of narcissist they are, their reactions are different. Some actually turn violent if describe them well enough. It’s amazing, the more correct you are, the more you have figured out about the narcissist,

Yes, that’s right, these people watch the TV news, and I had to listen to them talk about how “kids nowadays are so lazy”, and that “we need migrants because the young ones don’t want to work”. These are people who hardly worked a real job in their life. Their politics align just the way you would expect them to. They don’t want a consumption tax as the Republicans suggest. They actually LOVE the income tax, because it affects the working class, bringing those that go to work every day down, closer to the lifestyle they receive by sitting at home, packing their faces with expensive, high-quality foods and all kinds of things (I would love to write more about what people who have a sense of entitlement do). Me on the other hand, I eat under $40 worth of food per week. I’m starving, and truly unable to work, while frauds are living like kings comparatively. Most of them would try to cheat me out of money if they ever met me.

I have a story that I’m not going to tell, of a migrant encounter I had 20 years ago. She spat on my car since I didn’t give her money. She knew nothing about me, and probably had a better life than me. People are just plain greedy and will lie to make money. So much money is received by people that lie.

She had a cheap old laptop that he used all day, every day. He would always swear at it and threaten to throw it on the ground and smash it all the time. I honestly got tired of hearing it, as he goes on and on, and I wasn’t comfortable around all the violent tendencies being broadcast. I was at Walmart with his ‘wife’, and actually had a little money that I earned online. I went to the computer section with her and made a deal that we would buy him his own computer for his birthday (it was his birthday the day before, and she didn’t buy him any gift anyway). I really wanted to help them. She said that she wanted her laptop back A LOT too, on top of him saying he’d destroy it. In essence, I was helping her just as much as him, and that’s what was going through my head too. We picked one out for him and agreed that I would pay for it all right here and that she would pay me a little each month for it. We bought it ‘together’, half from me, half from her, for his Birthday gift. Guess what? She never paid a dime. I’m broke, with no income, I have very little. These people might as well be millionaires from my point of view. I have gone years with nothing, no computer of my own, unable to do very much. Anything I did, the suffering would be too much for it to be worth it. 2 hours of medium-intensity work per day would have me awake all night, up and down, with nothing but burning, shooting, and sharp pains up and down my whole body. Yo, I am wrecked! And yea, while she gets all that money, never got a dime for the laptop.

They were talking about how shutting down businesses for COVID was the best thing that could be done. Then, when it was all over, their TV gods told them, “That didn’t happen” (in regard to middle-class small businesses being shut down. You can bet your life that businesses got shuttered, and at the very least, the middle-class business owners lost a lot of their livelihoods. After the COVID mania fizzled out, and it was clear that it wasn’t killing everyone, and that businesses being shut down was a bad idea in hindsight, the TV media told them that “Businesses were not shut down due to COVID”. Tom told me that, he tried spreading their gas-lighting lies to me as soon as he heard them. Yes, he upset me when he started denying the fact that businesses were shut down! They’re totally lost…spreading lies to support the state because the state supports them. They would vote to raise the taxes on the working class by 10% if it meant they would get a 10% raise on their check. They care nothing about the greater good! They only care about themselves, and would lie, cheat, steal, slander, and sabotage you for everything you have, if you let them!

Giving people thousands every month from Social Security and also allowing them to earn 5 figures per year on top of it is disgusting. Many of them collect fraudulently, I’ve spent a lot of time with enough of the ‘disabled’ people around me to realize that they are nowhere near as close to a physical disability as I am, and I cannot even get it myself! Too many people like them have abused the system, and now, people like me (Older millennials are discriminated against because of our age)! Age has NO physical disability to age. Age only can help determine the likelihood of being truly disabled. If they’re too mentally or physically disabled to sit on an assembly line or clean rooms, then they shouldn’t be capable of doing similar things that earn 5 figures per year (IE: taking care of the elderly in their home, including the housework, meals, and home-business), as that would be akin to a self-employed business to most people!

He recently told me that I am a ‘freeloader’, which couldn’t be further from the truth. He said this as a lie to himself, tricking himself into believing he has done more for me than I have done for him. He needs to fool himself like this so that he doesn’t feel guilty about trying to take advantage of me. He’s a narcissist who needs to feel that he is better than everyone else. In his and my case, regardless of any truth, he has to feel that he is the more righteous one in the friendship.